H-15

You know you're day is super-hectic when you have to deal with so many things at a same time. 

Like when you turn to your left, someone ask you about 'the event', and when you busy discussing about 'the event' other person call you, and you turn your head to your right, and that person ask you about 'the publicity'. Then you discuss discuss and discuss, you think think and think. Your phone's ringing, you pick it up, and someone ask you about 'the media partnership'. You talk on the phone, you hang up. And your phone rings again, it's a message, another different person asking you about 'the money' and that person tells you "We need a lot more..". You look at your watch, and you remember you have an appointment with one of the 'guest star' of the event who not-so-accidentally, your juniors. You see them perform. Their behavior's killing you. And you realize you have an unfinished assignment you have to submit before 12 a.m, and again, you take a look at your watch, it's already 9 p.m.

And that, my friend, is what happening to me, to my life, to my days, lately. I swear by God, it is exhausting and confusing at the same time. One time you're in one place, and the next time you're in another. One time you talk with a person, and in a blink of an eye that person is gone, and here comes another person, bringing you another problems on the table.

I can barely remember dates and days, 'cause everything is so mixed up. Those conversations, those faces, those agreements, they're all MIXED UP IN MY HEAD!(thank God I have a note book). I'm exhausted, I run out of energy, but these few things keep me going

this desire inside to beat all the challenges ahead

this promise I made and this responsibility I took 

those excited faces and hard work of my whole team

those 'Ayo Sarah, Semangat! We're doing this together' kind of sweet words

those ambitious plans

those images of what will happen on 27th Nov

And the most important is, I'm doing this with and for my second family, Kom08. That's all. That's enough to keep me going.