that's just it

It's not that I wouldn't admit, it's just I wasn't realize about this
My days was so full
Full of things to do
problem to solve
people to meet
promise to keep
So that time when we made that decision, I didn't feel anything at all
Okay, I was crying just for one day or two, then I suddenly forget about you
It was the easiest break-up I've ever had, easiest goodbye I've ever said
But now those days are gone
The things are done
Problem's solved
Promise's kept
Mission fully accomplished
I have many time to think, to rethink. and re-rethink
And I start constantly thinking about you, about us, and God, I hate it.
Every time I'm alone, like this, like now. I force myself to get busy. I buy dozen of DVDs, I read books, I text, I tweet, I blog.
But the memory is still here, yes. You're still here, in my mind. But that's just it.