blur

I don't like what I am right now
I don't like what I was yesterday
And I don't like the way it feels

I've always had that clear picture
The picture of who I thought I would be
But it's different from what I am right now
It's 180 degree upside down

Have you ever feel like you don't even know yourself?
what you really want
and what you really love
everything is kinda blurry